good day

it's been a tremendously awesome beginning now, for me. some distractions always come in handy when i was in such helpless situation, which i was umm maybe 2 weeks ago. cheers people, for me! been doing some real constructive stuff in my life, hey you may think nothing of them, but it still means alot, at least to me :)

some valuable stuff i've done:

refrain from blue/yellow/black vechicles, or those moving items we called cabs or taxis, that most singaporeans cant live without them. on the other way round, be sociable and lessen the pollution to take buses or/and trains.

back to the old school days, peeps. be a good boy and stay at home, to build a stronger relationship with your siblings, parents... and the telly. god knows when was the last time i watched desperate housewives, the O.C, so you think u can dancez, grey's anatomy... phew

you know how much you've so far damaged that two lungs of yours, so do something about it!! yeah get that stick outta your mind, not that im quitting now, but i just wanna lessen the whole "i-wanna-spoil-my-lungs" campaign, to a "don't-dare-to-spoil-them-now"

okay all in all, you know i know the whole world knows, all these acts help so much when your budget is so much within a budget, geddit? and at the end of the day, im just proud of myself, and who says i cant do it?

besides those above, be initiative enough to get all your old buddies out now. stop putting up that snobbish and stuck-up look of yours!

so... the previous night was all about boozing, talking cock, watching dvds at nette's place, with the great company of kira, the dog who never fails to crack us up whenever shes on vacation (2d1n for this time round) and with audreyy around who never fails to add some bullshit entertainment to us. oh and SEALAB rocks larh... you guys should rent it from your nearest national library if you wanna see how dumb sealab crew can get about robots transformation and getting mated in the sea, haha. you'll be ridiculously amused...!

so... the following afternoon ended off light-heartedly with eve, syl, adz and fab. okay confession shall be, no doubt we havent seen each other for quite some time, however our topics on the table just never run out, ya? quoted from eve's and syl's : we should do this more often, just before i could forget how u guys look, mansssss... heh :p boy, are we camera whores or what, now?

im feelin' good and i love the world :)

ethandory* (back to the happy-go-lucky adjective)

fuck...

sigh, i thought i could handle things beautifully, but apparantly not, at least not for this time round. im writing this because im feeling better, to be a better self. sometimes, things dont juggle as well as you thought u could. and when everything just screwed up, nothing you can really turn in to, but yourself. you got yourself into such shits, you get out of it by yourself. maybe thats what im good at, suppressing things in myself. with all the mental draining, you will make yourself think carefully and tediously: the purpose in life. nothing is gonna bring you down yet, unless you'd really wanna give up. maybe another forte you'll see, im glad to go through this matter all by myself, not the first time tho. experience counts tho. friends are still there and i love them so... but for such matter, like what i said, nobody can handle it better than yourself. :)

zouk

since when i like zouk so much? or rather is just phuture? however, packed crowd always gets on the very last nerve of mine, plus the "faulty" air-cons, jees... im just confusing myself. more for my girls' sake, i guess. will never miss seeing some familiar faces around tho, like no matter how packed it's gonna be. gimme some DXO, liquid room, or back to cheeky's? on top of that, i don't have any ideas, no matter how broke i am, how did i even manage to fork out for the cover? this is strange...

something is missing out in my life, and i know what! gene baby, sighs... looks like for the next few months, at least, jeanette and i are just gonna rely on each other, one less crappy mouth for one good entertainment, one less booty to shake da dancefloor, one less smoke buddy to wait for us, one less sms to holler the inbox, one less teh bing to the mamas, yet i know im gonna see u soon later of the day...!

work is back to all the fuck-ups. sense of belongings has been fading away. i wouldn't feel a lil pity if i were to leave the job tomorrow. aye, no point complaining anyway, which shows how little i care about the dubliner now. time to scroll the recruit papers...

L-O-V-E
ethandory*

ooops, have i mentioned, also that im gonna miss spending 5 nights snoring beside gene baby and waking me up for the next 6 days?

thanks sweets... you're da best larh

oh and did i mention i, or rather my lungs, missed malboro lights so much for the past 6days5nights? :)

kindly offer me one stick of that if you see me, thankyouverymuch

back from bkk

heh the owner of this blog you're reading now, is back from bangkok, in fact i got back last night. yet another big confession i have here:

i heart bangkok!

to the max!

to the core!

to the bottom of my heart!

such a lovable city, where you can see elephants along the street, ten thousands people rallies/riots on the street, dunno-a-boy/girl with flowery shirt on the street, the biggest language barrier eatery: the little hut(haha!), the most orderly-mannered for the skytrains(aka MRT in sg), men grabbing and snatching, i mean literally, you to catch the last thai go-go boy/girl shows, another confusion between this flea market called chaptuchak and maze, yet to get fined for cigg butt throwing, and then jigsaw your ways out, people eating KFC chicken with nicely-polished cultery, miniature tables on the dancefloor, no they aint the podiums, fuckin' strict bouncers at this booth where it's like 500 miles from all your desired clubs stopped and mix-matched your id, one stray and shaved sheep near this hotel called Diamond City Inn where we, unfortunately stayed in, last but not least, scorching hot sun 24/7 created this huge heat waves hugging every parts of your body 24/7, lovely

tell me about it, my dear friends: we still heart bangkok!