for jey.....

thank you so much for all the times we have spent together...
thank you so much for all the advices you have given me...
thank you so much for all the attention you have paid to me...
thank you so much for all the listening ears you have offered...
i miss you and i love you, baby...

we have come so far and for this period of times we have become so close, and value every moments before you fly away. now that you are no longer on my side, i have lost my sense of mental direction. i don't know who to turn to now, who to heed advices from now, who to even talk open-heartedly to. i don't know why, but god has made me to choose you among the rest, and i thank him for that as wise decision made. i precious all the sharing we did and let's continue this so long our hearts still open to one and another.

love.

finally...

finally i have met up with fang, gosh tell me when was the last time i met her...?

finally we both saw benji, and he's lookin great aka like the past, just got me into lots of past-awakening...amusing it can get :)

finally we talked online, with one flying about and with one busying with own's activities... lovely :)

finally you asked me out for a date after valentine's day... sweet :)

finally i blogged :p

p/s: all of the above, mentioned about all different people in my life...

radom

random entry outta randomness...

you know its nice to walk alone on the street, to get rid of all the unwanted attention and spend some time thinkings what has been going on for the past few days/weeks/months. think about you and your family, think about your different circle of friends, think about your work, think about your colleagues, think about the surroundings, think about yourself... okay before you start giving up on this entry of mine, FYI, im one of those serious case of paranoid wussy.

listen closely to those musics in your player and what does that or this song remind u of? or rather what is the lyrics trying to bring across? read yourself in the lyrics and see how your life tallies with it so much... let your soul fly together with the beats and see how far can it go.

it's great to have few songs reminding you of your past stages of life, and think back about it, be amused by how juvenile you could be, how shallow you could be, how lack of confidence you could be, how foolish you could be and how naive you could be. ... :)

any possibilty that one could accumulate musics of one's life, to have every single song representing and expressing every single stage of one's life?

sadness

it hurts just to see her tearing, in front of me.

i trusted her to take care of you, she disappointed me, and i don't want you to, baby...

be strong and i believe you can do it...

i know no amount of my sweet talks can comfort than just a twist of her fingers, but i hope i made you realise i can only be there for you.

love.