Tuesday, November 29, 2005

back

Haven't touched this site for like god knows since long... and no, i've yet got vapourised, but yes, to all who have actually been reading this, I'm still very much alive and kicking. In fact, I'm kicking with vengeance.

just really really having millions and millions of things crashing down on me, but im proud to say no words can bring me down. even dubliner got so real screwed up now. to be frank with all of you reading this right now(thanks for visiting my blog again thou...), work is seriously not enjoyable anymore, like no more... when? ever since esther is gone, my dearest ex-supervisor. i mean like the current management are using such mean, despicable and lowdown ways to make staff blurt out how they feel abt them. like which part of that previous sentence doesn't say U GUYS ARE SUCH A LOSER? sigh... all these childish acts aint gonna work, people and you jolly well know it. im gonna stick to how esther always adviced me: stay on, carry on and prick on me, NO.

the following matter didn't affect me much... call me ill-bred by all means. cos i wasn't close to my granny. No doubt she stayed at KL, every visit we made conversation would normally end in silence in ten secs(or maybbe 9?). blame it on the language barrier, generation gap or long distance relationship. On the other hand, it just saddened me to see my mum cry so badly. situation worsened when i couldnt make it to granny's wake, mum started making a din. like christ of god... give me a good blow, please?

school... rules and regulations to be abided. got a severe warning from my fyp supervisor. so there u go, not gonna applaud for yours truly??

need me to say more how goofed up me life is right now?
but... im still looking good

peace out part one