aint it weird?

aint it weird that i wanna post something when im in school right now, rather than i've all the 24 hours at home to blog? okay by the way, my new labby arrived two days ago...! im so into it now can! oh... prolly i know the answer for the question above, maybe i just wanna let me precious labby know im a considerate owner, so i'd rather use the net in school. ummm... makes sense...makes sense.

anyway, im really really feeling bad now, after seeing what kin meng has done for the project. Sigh. i can seriously, truly and honestly admit that im the suck-iest groupmate in the world. No selfish thoughts on why he helped me to edit the codes. But im really really touched and regretted that i've lost such great companion which we used to have in the past. what a FYP can go around changing people! Whatever it is, even if i were to fail at the end of the day, i just pray hard it doesn't affect the two of them at all. pass and score high, cos you guys simply deserve it. sigh. i've no inklings what's wrong with me... but one thing for sure, i suck at these programming thingy. not trying to defence myself or whatsoever. you guys have just chosen the wrong person to be in your project, needless to say, Final Year Project.

there's just so much tension around in school now, like what adz commented. sigh

it's the last few weeks left for all of us to get ourselves close. Who knows this might be the last time seeing each and every one of us here(in tp)? why things cant be reversible? why is it that our last year cant be as fantastic as our first year?

heavy-hearted
ethandory*